I’m sorry but I have to rant.  Today has just been one of those days.  Apparently I messed up last week and slept with a guy with a big mouth….and I don’t mean in a good way.  I used to be able to pick up a guy from my favorite bar and he wouldn’t find out what a “special” girl I was until we got back to my place and started fooling around.  Usually the guys get pretty excided and are more than fine with it, as long as I promise not to tell anyone.  Well this guy I was with last week apparently blabbed to one of his friends during a drunken confession.  So when I walked into the bar last night I was surprised to find everyone staring at me.  At first I thought the guys were going to kick my ass. 

It’s a very conservative town and a lot of people are so worried what people think of them that they feel they have to “prove their manhood” by hiting on girls like me.  Well to my surprise almost every guy in there offered to buy me a drink.  I was groped on and hit on all night.  Now don’t get me wrong, I love attention and sex, but it made me feel kind of cheap.  In all reality I am kind of easy but that doesn’t mean I want guys treating me that way.  So please, next time you meet a girl with a little something extra, show some respect.